"Selfish isn't a dirty word. It means we take care of ourselves and are able to give back." - Jillian Michaels

While watching the Biggest Loser last night, I realized that I want to be just like Jillian Michaels... I have a LONG way to go of course before that can actually become a reality, but she is just incredible! Lately I have been feeling extremely selfish because I have only been making time for myself and my health... I struggle with this tremendously because my friends are not into fitness and they don't understand why I've become so obsessive with it... I've allowed myself one night of fun a week since this journey began back in January, but some days I feel it isn't enough. Where is the balance? I want to be the best me I can be, but I also want to be social... For now, I will channel all the frustrations this dilemma is causing into my workouts!! Gotta clear the mind of all the daily crud and burn some goo!